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Mary C. O'Malley (email)

"In the Palace of Teenage Dreams"

   We walk in pairs, parent and teen,

    into gray painted rooms. They are

    nice to you today for without you

    they would not be there. They have

    their picture taken, proudly smile,

    fret over the lengthy handbook, so

    afraid of failure; so anxious to drive,

    veer away, accelerate to fast speed

    lanes of time. Poster teenagers look

    the same, wear distressed jeans and

    dark winter coats. We tired parents

    like our cars, blare out our incomes

    in a frame worked lottery of knife

    jacked life.  No one is exempt, a blue

    collar father and his languid daughter,

    wait next to a rich uptown mother and

    son. But we talk to each other, wear

    smiling masks, try to keep  them on

    when our children pass the test. We

    leave in pairs with fast car dreams

    aside wheeled nightmares of horror.

"As I Walk on Whiskey Island in Winter, I Think of James Wright"

    I began in Ohio,

    I still think of home

                                James Wright (1927 – 1980)

 

    James, if you reach down hard

    enough with me through the Cleveland dirt

    layers of shale and garbage earth

    you and I might touch dreams

 

    and failed seeds of Irish root mothers

    those without names, frayed rope lives tied

    down on tin shanty roofs far from the bright

    sun of Western Ireland’s night.

 

    We might find stained glass

    from St. Mary’s of the Flats

    bottles of holy water blessed

    by Amadeus Rappe

    here on this island, on the edge

    of a sliding city

    at the beginning of another century

    of already too much pain.

     

    Your finger bones could rise from the grave

    and help me scribe the sounds of

    broken rosary beads buried

    in unsanctified ground,

    candled hymns and High Mass

    lights, hidden baptisms

    and rectory marriages

    intertwined with blessings

    from knotted Carmelite rope.

     

    The cracked tea cup

    stained brown inside

    at the bottom leaves of green tea

    gone

    like the reader and her readings.

     

    And further on to the south and west

    past hills time and swamp tales

    of Ohio City, we could discover

    petrified tracks patiently waiting

     

    inside clay cliffs or fields of abandoned story

    You could help me find words, create heel an toe casts

    from Cleveland Steel’s hired Pinkerton men; or my grandfather and his

            union friends

    hiding out at night- afraid to go home-

    and bring the weight of violent shoes to narrow wooden steps.

     

    We two, could shine halogen lights and search

    for the trace and smell of sweat hanging

    from haloed images of longshoremen’s heads;

    the boys fresh from the docks,

     

    as they stood at the main corner of the Angle,

    Detroit and old Pearl; watching greenhorn girls

    walk past after a day of service with the millionaires

    on Euclid Avenue;

     

    Unaware of the future

    only we can see;

    a cathedral wedding and twelve priest Mass

    or lives magnetized by bar stools and beer bottles.

    All mere memory shapes; holograms and dance shoes

    sticking to us like nightclothes on hot summer nights.

     

    But maybe, all we can find are residue of oak tree limbs

    fallen and scattered into an American hope for coal

    blooming into diamonds of rust

    while the Midwest lake and its ceaseless winds

    embrace a crying banshee reconnoitering for the soul ashes

    of the forgotten dead.

"Patterns in the Parlor"

    Father stares at me and waits for his words to settle.

    I sit in the parlor become lost in the fireplace flames.

    I remember my struggle to breathe.

    I do not move and stare at the blackened grate.

     

    I sit in the parlor become lost in the fireplace flames.

    The door creaks closed and is locked.

    I do not move and stare at the blackened grate.

    The fire crackles and hisses, its sordid heat fans out.

     

    The door creaked closed and is locked.

    My thoughts are discordant: out of place and time

    The fire crackles and hisses, its sordid heat fans out.

    I am alone with my books.

     

    My thoughts are discordant, out of place and time.

    And anger bores into my soul and brain.

    I am alone with my books.

    We are tied by money hardened blood and honor.

     

    And anger bores into my soul and brain.

    I want to speak, to write, to tell my story.

    We are tied by money hardened blood and honor.

    Tonight’s words echo in the smoky air.

     

    I want to speak, to write, to tell my story.

    I want to say goodbye and leave.

    To night’s words echo in the smoky air.

    I am trapped with him and anger.

     

    I want to say goodbye and leave.

    He will never let me leave.

    I am trapped with him and anger.

    He lied to me.

     

    No one else has heard his words.

    Father stared at me and waited for his words settle.

    They were ugly and rotten.

    I remember my struggle to breathe.   

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