

Mary C. O'Malley (email)
"In the Palace of Teenage Dreams"
We walk in pairs, parent and teen,
into gray painted rooms. They are
nice to you today for without you
they would not be there. They have
their picture taken, proudly smile,
fret over the lengthy handbook, so
afraid of failure; so anxious to drive,
veer away, accelerate to fast speed
lanes of time. Poster teenagers look
the same, wear distressed jeans and
dark winter coats. We tired parents
like our cars, blare out our incomes
in a frame worked lottery of knife
jacked life. No one is exempt, a blue
collar father and his languid daughter,
wait next to a rich uptown mother and
son. But we talk to each other, wear
smiling masks, try to keep them on
when our children pass the test. We
leave in pairs with fast car dreams
aside wheeled nightmares of horror.
"As I Walk on Whiskey Island in Winter, I Think of James Wright"
I began in Ohio,
I still think of home
James Wright (1927 – 1980)
James, if you reach down hard
enough with me through the Cleveland dirt
layers of shale and garbage earth
you and I might touch dreams
and failed seeds of Irish root mothers
those without names, frayed rope lives tied
down on tin shanty roofs far from the bright
sun of Western Ireland’s night.
We might find stained glass
from St. Mary’s of the Flats
bottles of holy water blessed
by Amadeus Rappe
here on this island, on the edge
of a sliding city
at the beginning of another century
of already too much pain.
Your finger bones could rise from the grave
and help me scribe the sounds of
broken rosary beads buried
in unsanctified ground,
candled hymns and High Mass
lights, hidden baptisms
and rectory marriages
intertwined with blessings
from knotted Carmelite rope.
The cracked tea cup
stained brown inside
at the bottom leaves of green tea
gone
like the reader and her readings.
And further on to the south and west
past hills time and swamp tales
of Ohio City, we could discover
petrified tracks patiently waiting
inside clay cliffs or fields of abandoned story
You could help me find words, create heel an toe casts
from Cleveland Steel’s hired Pinkerton men; or my grandfather and his
union friends
hiding out at night- afraid to go home-
and bring the weight of violent shoes to narrow wooden steps.
We two, could shine halogen lights and search
for the trace and smell of sweat hanging
from haloed images of longshoremen’s heads;
the boys fresh from the docks,
as they stood at the main corner of the Angle,
Detroit and old Pearl; watching greenhorn girls
walk past after a day of service with the millionaires
on Euclid Avenue;
Unaware of the future
only we can see;
a cathedral wedding and twelve priest Mass
or lives magnetized by bar stools and beer bottles.
All mere memory shapes; holograms and dance shoes
sticking to us like nightclothes on hot summer nights.
But maybe, all we can find are residue of oak tree limbs
fallen and scattered into an American hope for coal
blooming into diamonds of rust
while the Midwest lake and its ceaseless winds
embrace a crying banshee reconnoitering for the soul ashes
of the forgotten dead.
"Patterns in the Parlor"
Father stares at me and waits for his words to settle.
I sit in the parlor become lost in the fireplace flames.
I remember my struggle to breathe.
I do not move and stare at the blackened grate.
I sit in the parlor become lost in the fireplace flames.
The door creaks closed and is locked.
I do not move and stare at the blackened grate.
The fire crackles and hisses, its sordid heat fans out.
The door creaked closed and is locked.
My thoughts are discordant: out of place and time
The fire crackles and hisses, its sordid heat fans out.
I am alone with my books.
My thoughts are discordant, out of place and time.
And anger bores into my soul and brain.
I am alone with my books.
We are tied by money hardened blood and honor.
And anger bores into my soul and brain.
I want to speak, to write, to tell my story.
We are tied by money hardened blood and honor.
Tonight’s words echo in the smoky air.
I want to speak, to write, to tell my story.
I want to say goodbye and leave.
To night’s words echo in the smoky air.
I am trapped with him and anger.
I want to say goodbye and leave.
He will never let me leave.
I am trapped with him and anger.
He lied to me.
No one else has heard his words.
Father stared at me and waited for his words settle.
They were ugly and rotten.
I remember my struggle to breathe.